Wednesday, December 19, 2007

I Miss My Angel

For the first time in my life, Zerlynde is away from me!! She's gone back to BM with my parents yesterday to spend a few days there before we go back on Saturday to join her.
The first 15 minutes after she's left, I couldn't do anything. There was this huge void growing within me and I felt so lonely in her absence. I was initially worried that she would miss me but it turned out to be the other way round. I am finding it so difficult to get use to the quiet, to nobody demanding for fruit juice and ice-cream and opening the fridge every half an hour, to no cartoons on tv, to nobody asking me so many irrelevant questions, to nobody hugging and kissing me.
Once in awhile, when Zerlynde gets really demanding, I used to say "Give me a break!". Now that I have this break, I don't welcome it. And I resolve not take my little angel for granted ever again.
Making creme brulee together-she loves it
At Ben's birthday-playing with daddy's handphone camera. Zerlynde loves taking pictures

Looking pretty for uncle's wedding

Zerlynde's first ever karaoke-ing at her uncle's wedding dinner-singing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

All dressed up for Fairy Emeline's birthday